July 23, 2009

i’m sick of this

i am so sick to my stomach. i hate that i still have feelings for you, but can you blame me? when you tell me you love me and call me baby? i want to stop liking you but i find that an impossible task. i try so damn hard to be everything you want a girl to be. i try my best to make you happy but i dont think ill ever be good enough. i makes me ill that you would settle for a highschool girl. i mean come on, really? i hope that one day you will finally realize how great you had it with me and kick yourself for being such a stupid asshole.

i dont know what to do with myself.

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