whats going on?
I have everyone in my life telling me he’s bad for me. why don’t I listen? no one understands our kind of humor. people think he’s such an asshole but in real life hes the biggest teddy bear you can ever imagine. he does have a dark side, always needing constant female attention might lead him astray, which scares the hell out of me. I wish I could stop the inevitable, because I know he will leave me. I don’t know when, I wont know why, I just know it will happen. I might as well enjoy it for as long as I can. I’m already in over my head. I know it. he knows it. I cant just end it.
Last night when we were sleeping together, I woke up and looked out the window, it was snowing, he was holding me, he was keeping me warm, and everything in the world seemed perfect.
2 years ago • 1 note